CYNTHIA LAU - My Style My Attitude

Oxy Jeans for FMM.

2010-12-15T01:48:00.000-08:00

I've got those pictures from my friend finally, but it's just part of it.

Here's the pictures for our Fashion Ads major project.

Thanks to my classmates and group mates.

Suwanky the sexy model!

Sanz.

and me!!

Suwanky, our group leader asked us to take "serious" face shot, not to laugh,

so...this is the result came out..

i don't know why i got this expression ><

ME no concentrate.

While trying to curi tulang,

rest beside the stairs..

Having fun taking pictures with Sanz.

Took all those pictures at Pavilion and Raffles College.

Everyone in the shop and people sitting in the car looking at us outside Pavilion. ><

so embarrassing!!

Then have to take video there some more,

but luckily we do it fast. Stand under the sun for few hours,

my eye got real bengkak after i remove all those make up,

and with the heels for the whole afternoon, i couldn't walk at night already..

Fun yet Torturing...

I got a video of this ads, but couldn't upload it.

Might need to convert it before i upload it.

I'll post the video once i convert it..

Gonna stop here and bring Queenie out for a walk.

Ciao!

Photo shot for Oxy jeans.

2010-12-11T02:35:00.000-08:00

Did photo shot for Oxy jeans.

Gonna update more about it when i got all those pics,

It's still not with me now. ><

and there's a video as well..

I love those pics A LOT lah!!!!

Stay tune!

Halloween Party @ Haunted Mansion!!

2010-12-09T20:16:00.000-08:00

Celebrated Halloween Party with Doreen this year.

Head to Doreen house with Kasey & Wai.

Invited Dori and his girl as well.

Didn't really celebrate Halloween before this,

but this year it was special,

the girl had quite huge party at her own house,

Thanks to her, I drank a lot a lot that night. ><>

(i didn't really arrange those pics, a few pics taken in Phuture that night)

Met Hilda there, the black sexy devil.

(Pictures from here onwards was in Doreen's house party!)

I didn't take picture with my own camera,

so got all this from other friends,

credits to Mel & Cherish.

*pictures stole from them. ^^

that's why i only can upload it all so late.

Let me introduce,

this is Wai.

secondary school friend,

real close one.

This guy as well,

Kasey Fong!

*let the picture do the talking*

DJ playing us music that night!

Sexy chief giving treatment?

The cutest bunny Jacklyn with Cherish.

Dori & April.

Corpse smoking.

I like this pics so much..

Cherish look so cool~

Didn't take much pics with the girl,

she's so busy that night, only have a few pics with her.

Ok, That's all for Halloween Party,

It's time to go,

There's still a lot of things to do today ><>

and also time to continue my assign!

Gosh! really a lot to do!!!!

Toodle~

My 1st time Shanghai!

2010-10-27T13:20:00.000-07:00

Say hi to Shanghai!

It's my first time to Shanghai.

Skipped class, run away from my busy life

and had my relax moment there with the whole family.

I enjoyed travel without following groups & any schedule,

so we can arrange everything ourselves.

You can wake up late and go anywhere u like to grab your brunch and then shop~ hahah

Arrived in Shanghai Airport, afternoon.

After the last trip in HK & Guang zhou i missed the KFC so badly.

The first thing we do while arrived in Shanghai Airport,

we went to the KFC!

Spot the lil boy.

PSP whole day non-stop.

Ice-cream & 2 cups of ice-cream milk tea.

Ordered everything that we didn't try before.

Took away our KFC and "dine it" in the car ><

Went to learnt and check out something we didn't see in Malaysia.

Manufacture Company.

It's such a big factory which this is only the first floor and the first building.

There's many more buildings that we didn't go thru all.

Camwhore with Lydia while the uncle-uncle was busy talking.

This is all the building which i mentioned just now that we couldn't go thru all.

Would need car to go thru all also i think.

Car waiting but we still cam everywhere.

It's lunch time after that.

I love preserved egg geh lo~

Group pics!

After visiting the factory,

Went to our hotel and check in at night.

Thanks to my boy,

booked this really comfortable hotel for us.

What's special about this hotel?

It's in a STADIUM. And the stadium wasn't anything look like our stadium.hahah

It's a lot nicer & clean..

Restaurant, stores and even club just outside of our hotel.

Talk so much, should intro the hotel name,

It's Regal Shanghai East Asia Hotel.

Not only the location satisfied me but also this.

They got security check in front the main door,

so, no one can escape.

To make sure the safety in the hotel. =]

Love this, you'll feel so safe to stay here.

After the security check it's the Lobby.

Lucky us!

Me and Lydia in one room.

Guess what, we don have to fight for toilet & television.

there's 2 toilet, 2 television.

extra toilet and television in the living room. ^^

Our bedroom.

a small changing room?

After settle down everything,

the whole family went out have a walk.

We circulated the whole stadium,

shopped in the convenience store and get myself some yogurt drinks and snacks.

Just ended my night with my favourite.Hah!!

That's all for my first day trip in Shanghai.

Gonna update the rest once i'm free.

Stay tune!!!

Au revoir. =]

情。

2010-10-09T11:15:00.000-07:00

转眼间，就快两年了。

一路来，我们都面临了种种难题和阻碍，

这次也不例外，

问题在我身上我承认，对不起。

回想一开始时的我们，好快乐！

我知道了解越深，问题就越多，

需要的是我们双方的配合，

说是简单，可是我还在努力学习着，

种种问题出现，种种解决的方法，

这些都和我一直以来，生活中，面对的不一样，

时间是我们需要的关键。

多希望能象以前那样无忧无虑，

但我更希望能有更好的未来。

微笑。拥抱。快乐。幸福。

对不起。

只给我的他。

Frances 20th Birthday Blast!!!

2010-09-27T01:42:00.000-07:00

I know it was late for this,

My babe Frances big day!

Venue: Seri Cempaka Hotel

Dress Code: White for her & Black for him.

Birthday cake from all her beloved friends.

The sweet birthday girl.

College mates & friends.

friend or...?

hahahha..

Best friend here..

first row up: Yu Ling, May, Iki.

second row down: me, Frances, Bowie.

"Happy Birthday to FRANCES~"

Birthday song for the birthday girl.

Credits to Bowie & May doing the work,

take care all of us.

Giving out cakes for everyone. ^^

Me & Arthur.

So- long - no -see friend. hahaha

My dear loh...

Pictures with my babe!!

me & Yu ling.

She become prettier day by day.

女大十八变, it's true!

Bowie & Arthur.

Proud to say:

"3 of us again!"

Pose with the Birthday girl!

Once again,

"Happy Birthday my dear..."

May all your wish come true!

Stay pretty & healthy always. =]

Mid-Autumn Festival 2010

2010-09-22T21:43:00.000-07:00

Finally finish my finals and say hi to sem break.

Started my sem break with Mid-Autumn Festival,

which means yesterday is the first day of my holiday.

Other than that, celebrated Mid-Autumn Festival with the whole family.

Sorry for the bad quality pics.

it's all too dark and i edited all of them.

After having family dinner,

Daddy & mummy planned to have this small celebration at our secret hill.

Is like a picnic. After preparing mooncakes, drinks, candles and lanterns we're off to the hill.

Lil sis not joining, busy sms-ing.

i should say something about this.

To: Lydia's friends that always sms her non-stop,

see lor...

because of you guys,

she always dreaming and not joining our family celebration. >.<

sometimes even worst, can't even hear....T.T

sad lah..got sister like no sister. =((((( *joke*

The lil brother start playing candle at the "MIDDLE of the ROAD".

My boy & mummy..

Traditional lantern with beautiful scenery~

This kind of lantern reminds me of granny,

she always buy me lantern like this when i was still 5 or 6 years old.

And i used to waste it (cause i burnt it). and got scolded.Haha!!

Lydia become more and more matching with lil bro,

their size almost the same already.haha

pity lydia, you look like standard 4 now..hahahha

you 2 little thingy,

matching loh...

The big man & little man.

Owh...

one of our family member, Queenie with us as well.

After lighting up all the lantern and candles,

Im the one in charge for Mooncakes!

A lot of different mooncakes,

but end up everyone only eating that "冰皮" one.

The yam flavour.

The sweet corn flavour.

Ms. Queenie Lau waiting in the car.

I bet she's waiting for my mooncakes. ^^

Robot dog with green eye.

So long didn't have a proper celebration with the family.

And luckily i made it this time, without ffk them.Hah!!

Once again, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to all my readers,

and wish you guys have a healthy year. =]

The last 2 days in Hong Kong!

2010-08-22T16:29:00.000-07:00

Some of the pics left in my laptop and i didnt have time to upload it earlier.

since i got nothing much to post recently,

so this will do. =]

#1 Taking the MRT to Hong Kong after a few days in Humen.

#2 this is so so big different compared to Humen's hotel.

Kowloon Hotel. *much more smaller in HK*

#3 Night scene.

#4 ncle John's friend brought us out for dinner

#5 They are so friendly, invited me & Ms lim go stay over their house next time if we're in HK.

Auntie gonna lent us her car some more..ahha

Hope i can go there again.

#6 Uncle John and his Kai Sister.

#7 Group picture.

Uncle on the left and the auntie was police before that. But they'd retire.

#8 Dined @ 聘珍楼 .

#9 i don't know what this called. But it's duck if im not mistaken.

#10 Shark fin with crab soup.

#11 Scallop with shrimp.

#12 Good service here,

cut everything for us, no fish bones! Safe.aha

#13 I don't know what this call, Big Shrimp?

# 14 This is the first time i try "Guangxi flower cake".

i just straight away translate it from 桂花糕. Verrriii NICE!!

#15 Dessert.

#16 Almond pudding.

#17 Dessert with yam flavor.

#18 After dinner, it's time to Lan Kwai Fong.

#19 Their street just so clean compare with ours.

#20 We took MRT to Lan Kwai Fong as well.

#21 Guai ma Uncle John.

#22 Ms Lim 闭目养神!

#23 Me & daddy. Daddy look older now. Got winkles now.

#24 This Coach shop was so huge compare to ours.

#25 We're there Lan Kwai Fong!

#26 Ms Lim & me.We were not prepared yet >.<

#27 Bar we chosen.

#28 Beer & Long island.

#29 After some drinks, i went out have walk around the street.

Bought hoe gaarden from their 7 eleven.

#30 and i saw this gang of guys dancing on the street. I got video of them at the end of this post.

#31 The next day morning, Had breakfast in Tsim Sha Zhui.

Had dim sum as breakfast.

#32 Pork porridge

#33 Shrimp dumpling.

#34 Siu mai （烧卖） & 流沙包

Start taking pictures everywhere cause leaving soon.

After breakfast it's time to shop!

I saw this just beside the road. Helping people that facing difficulties to cross the road.

The 2 best friend.

Lunch @ Tsim sha Zhui as well.

牛腩面

After lunch,

it's time to say Good bye to Hong Kong!

Here we reached the airport.

The view of HK airport from far.

Good Bye to Hong Kong.

And i was wondering when is the next time to HK again.

I miss HK now.

OH yea..

Here's the video i took in Lan Kwai Fong. There's another one but

i don't know what happen to it, i couldn't upload it to my blog.

So...

That's all for my previous Hong Kong trip.

P/S: Gonna upload more if i got the free time & hope streamyx can fix the internet connection problem in my house, so i can upload more...Stay tune!!

The BF & Hoegaarden.

2010-08-02T04:26:00.000-07:00

Wondering how i go through all these days without my darl around KL.

At first i thought it was very difficult for me to not seeing him for such a long time,

yea, it was quite difficult for the first few weeks,

but after that i'd learn how to spend my time "wisely", Hah!

I can't always just keep on message & call him when he's working,

or emo at home all the time.

so what i can do is try to mix around with all my friends instead of just keep on giving my darl trouble or make myself emo.

I should have my own life i think,

by trying to catch up with all my friends that i didn't see for some times.

Miss the moment when i always hang out with friends last time,

but frankly speaking, i play all the time,

and i wasted 2 years time without realizing that i'm not interested in that course & subject.

*bad example* BUT! it was the past. ^^

There's a GOOD NEWS & bad news for ME.

^^ as for the good news, The bf coming back tomorrow afternoon.

T.T Bad news, Gonna see him for 6 days and he might leaving to work again.

Here's some pics before he went outstation

De Solvang @ Solaris Mont Kiara.

Had Hoegaarden there.

and chit chat for the whole night.

Both of us finished 4 pint of Hoegaarden and off to home.

hahhaha...

not much time to spend together.

Wanna had sweet time like this again,

wondering when the bf will be free.

Waiting MK to be back!

Yea...i think it's time to go out now,

might have some drinks out there.

Ciao. =]

Delicious dinner.

2010-07-28T12:48:00.000-07:00

Dined @ Delicious.

Me and the boyfriend decided to enjoy our "2 people world" that night.

Go for a dinner and enjoy the day before he leave KL for work.

We talk for the whole night,

and i don't know if he planned to bring me for dinner that day,

and i ate at home before go out.

End up i can not eat much *tears*

Wanted to try out the cupcakes but too full already.

Baby just finish working,

still with his formal shirt on.

I like it lorh!

This is the one that i wanted to try!

I love CREAM!!!

Darl's Spaghettini Meatballs.

I love those pieces of cheese on top of the spaghetti!

Smell and taste so nice.

my favourite onion soup,

topped with a lot of cheese!

See, baby so sayang me!

Im the one try first.hahhaha...

P/S: - I miss my boy so much. So long didn't have chance to dine with my darl. Waiting him to come back soon. Another 2 days? 5 days??

- Vicky confirmed her date to go Aussie, it's next Friday. I miss her already, can't call her at night and ask her out yum cha already.. *sob*

Today & Movie-list.

2010-07-12T08:47:00.000-07:00

Cam-whored while B talking to Daddy.

Wanted to sleep already, im quite sleepy already..

but B haven't got time to layan me since im back from 8pm.

Ended my Visual Merchandising & Buying Principle class at 4.30pm and straight away met up with Moonie at 69 Bistro Cafe to have our drinks there.

Luckily we still met each other before she go back.

*Moon, don't worry about your studies,

you're always good in it, so just be confident and do what you wanted for your own. Good luck!!*

Owh yea!

The Twilight Saga eclipse.

It's already on the cinema.

Waited for so long, thought of getting ticket from GSC online e-payment, but don't know what happen to my internet, can't get to purchase. Too bad, have to wait the bf to be free then only straight away purchase it from the counter. But i don't think i can get to buy a nice sit, even purchase from internet for the first & second day (i mean 8th & 9th july) ticket mostly all sold, only left the first 2 rolls.

And this..

SALT!

Go check out the trailer.

She's so hot!!

Nothing much to post already.

I'm so sleepy now, didn't have my dinner just now.

Waiting B.

FAST FAST lah!

Another 2 days left also didn't accompany me!

Gonna sleep in another half hour time, not gonna wait too long.

P/S:Must get enough sleep tonight, or else i can not digest those accountings in the class tomorrow morning..Im not good in maths, so have to really spend more afford on it.Trying to make myself LOVE maths now!! Nite world =)

星期天的地海传说。

2010-07-09T23:42:00.000-07:00

Was watching this movie for the whole afternoon.

I like this kind of movie so much!

P/S: Dar promised to watch Twilight this Sunday but end up he couldn't make it, its because of the company again. >.<>

Lunch with the lil sis.

2010-07-08T04:10:00.000-07:00

Lunch @ Korean BBQ Nak Won, Ampang.

So long didn't really hang out with my girl friends..

Couldn't get to date my girls out, our time terbalik all,

Im always busy when they're free.

Im free at afternoon mostly after class 1pm to 6pm.

Then after 6pm probably busy >.<>

I got this problem at this certain afternoon, which i forgot which day of last month,

so end up i decided to get someone just so near by me ( the lil sis ) to go lunch with me, both of us craving for Korean food since few weeks ago.

I don't understand why she's so addicted with books..??

This is what i ordered every time i went there.

Kim Chi soup with rice, my favourite!

is a must to order for me.

Steam egg.

Marinated BBQ pork.

We ordered a lot although it's only a kim chi soup rice & BBQ pork,

we had our lunch before this korean food. Had our lunch at 2.00pm then we had this at 3.00pm.

Ish..don't care eating much or what lah,

This is what girls always said when come to food that they craving for, "Eat first, i'll diet after this!"

Lol..

That's all for this post, Toodle-oo!

P/S: Gonna have a birthday celebration with the girls this Friday night.It's Frances Tsou's 20th Bday party!!

* Have to get a white clothes to match the theme in this 2 days!

The next place i've been few weeks ago.

2010-07-01T01:30:00.000-07:00

Our building.
One MALAYSIA!!

Auntie Kerin Birthday Celebration!

2010-06-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

Didnt really got the feeling to blog recently,
so my blog died like quite long ago already..*sight*
Gonna post a little here,
so at least still give it some heartbeat.
Auntie Kerin decided to celebrate her birthday at Genting,
which because they wanted to try the huge "snow crab".
So went the for dinner and thanks to Mun seng's girlfriend the one spent us

Dinner @ Restoran Happy Valley Seafood, Genting Highland.

The first time i try this, 日本田螺.

Snow crab.

as for this, i don't know what type of crab it is..

High cholesterol meal.

The boyfriend parents,
so funny..
uncle doesn't even want to layan..hah!!

Shoot with the family.

Once again,
Happy Birthday Auntie Kerin,
May all your wish come true!
Always stay young & pretty =]

*P/S
-Late present for Auntie Kerin, shouldn't forget anymore!

Copied from Lydia's blog!

2010-06-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

“老公，你爱我吗？”惠妮窝在明鹏的怀里问着。

“傻瓜，我当然爱妳啊。”明鹏拍拍她的头。

“那你会爱我几久呢？”她再问。

“直到我再也没能力爱妳为止。”他拿起她的小手把玩着。

“你说的哦，不能黄牛哦。打钩钩。”她喜牧牧的勾着他的

尾指。

“是，我说的。老婆，我爱妳。”他吻着他们打钩钩的手。

这时的惠妮觉得，她是最幸福的女生，因为他有个爱她的老公。

“老公，今晚回来吃饭吗？”惠妮问着电话另一头的明鹏。

“不了，今天有个合约要签，没那么早回家。”明鹏拒绝着。

“老公 …”她还想再说时，被明鹏打断了。

“好了，我要忙了，没事不要打电话来问这些小事。”说完明鹏就挂了电话。

“为什么那么忙？你知道你有多久时间没回来陪我吃饭了吗？” 她对着电话喃喃自语。

这时的惠妮觉得，钱赚得再多，也换不回以前那淡淡的幸福。

“老公，你为什么都那么忙呢？”当明鹏难得周休在家时，惠妮问他。

“老婆，我不赚多一点钱，怎么给妳好的生活呢？”明鹏耐着性子解释。

“可是，我宁愿像以前那样，你每天都能回来陪陪我啊。”她定定的看着他。

“妳以为我爱那么忙吗？妳有没有想过我也有压力？难道妳不知道这么辛苦是为了什么？”他没了哄她的耐性。

“可是…”她还想说，可是被打断了。

“既然妳那么不满意那就离婚吧。”他头也不回的走开了。

“我不要离婚啊，我只要你花那么少少的时间来陪陪我，难道这样也不行吗？”她泪流满面的轻声说着。

惠妮觉得，他变了，毫无征兆下，他们越走越远了。心不再像以前那么接近，他也不再像以前那么有耐心哄她了。

“老公，今晚你一定要回来哦。”惠妮刚从医院出来便急着打电话给明鹏。

“好好好，我今晚一定会回去。”明鹏向电话另一头的人交代着。

“一定要回来哦，我有很重要的事情要告诉你。”惠妮兴奋的一再交代他一定要记得回来。

“我会的。”说完他就把电话挂了。

“爸爸很开心，是吧宝宝。”她面带笑容的的轻轻抚摸着腹部。

就在这时，惠妮看见了老是说忙着工作的明鹏。正想上前与他打声招呼时，才发现，他身边拥着一位美艳的女子。

“老公，你现在在哪里？”她拿起手机拨通电话给他。

“我在公司。”他简短的说着。

“是吗？那是我看错人了吗？”她缓缓走到他身后。 “明鹏…”

“…”他转过头来，却不发一语的望着她。

“原来，你都在骗我。”看着那女人嚣张的在她面前还紧紧抱着自己老公的腰时，她发现，原来心，也可以那么的痛。

“惠妮…”他伸手想碰她，可是她却闪躲掉了。

“有事回家再说吧。”说完她便急急忙忙转头离去，因为他不想在他们面前流泪。

明鹏怔怔的望着自己老婆离去，却没追上去。他想，她会在家等他的，所以他一点都不怕。

可是当他回到家时才发现他错了，惠妮离开了，只留一张离婚协议书。他急急忙忙打电话给惠妮的死党，因为她没家人，只会去找她的死党，梦瑶。

“梦瑶，惠妮在妳家吗？”他心急的问。

“对啦，你快把她带回去啦，她哭得很伤心呢。”完全不知发生了什么事情的梦瑶，不舍看好友那么难过，就要明鹏把她带回家。

“我马上过去。”挂了电话，他连外套也没拿就拿着车钥匙出门去了。

因为不想让好友担心，惠妮什么也没说就跟着明鹏回家。回到家她就只是坐在沙发上一句话也不说。

“惠妮…对不起…”他蹲在她面前，把脸埋在她的手心里。

“你好残忍…”对于他的坦白，她只觉得心痛，她宁愿他编写谎言来哄她骗他，也不想听到这么残忍的事实。

“对不起…原谅我好吗？再给我一次机会，我不会再犯…”这时的他一心只想得到她的原谅。

“原谅你？”原谅他吗？他值得她再继续守候吗？

“对，原谅我，我不会再犯了，我爱你老婆。”他知道，她是爱他的。

“好，原谅你，给你一次机会，也给我一次机会。”宝宝需要爸爸，她需要一个爱她的丈夫，就给大家一个机会吧。

日子一天一天的过了，这短短的两个月里，惠妮看见了明鹏的改变。她的生活又回到从前那段淡淡幸福。想到这，她嘴角扬起一抹笑。

“老婆，我回来了。”明鹏在玄关喊道。

“去换个衣服吧，可以开饭了。”她把他的公事包和外套拿进书房，然后接过明鹏的脏衬时，看见了衬衫领口的红色口红印子。

“老公，今天你一直都在公司忙吗？”她问着，心却不按极了。

“对啊，今天忙死了。”他随口回答。

“这样啊…”她决定试探他。

“怎么啦？”他摸摸她的头，“宝宝不听话？”

“不是啦，宝宝听话极了…”至少比起你来孩子听话多了。“没有啦，刚才有朋友打电话和我开玩笑说，她看到你和一个女子走进某间酒店。”

“是 … 吗？”明鹏怔了一下，有点气虚的说道。

“是啊，我就说嘛，怎么可能...你一定在公司里围着我们的家而打拼，怎么可能会出现在酒店。”她没错过他眼里闪过的心虚，这个认知，让她的心再次碎了一地。“我知道我的老公最老实了。”向我坦白吧，我会原谅你的。

“对啊，我在公司打拼呢，怎么可能出现在酒店呢。” 他打哈哈。

“嗯。”惠妮柔柔的笑了，然后对他说了“老公，没有人会永远等你。”

这句话意味着，她不会在等他回头了，只要查明后，她就会放手。

“老婆我回来了。”明鹏在玄关一边脱鞋一边嚷嚷。

“你回来啦。”冷不防，一道嗲声从客厅传出。

“哈？”这道声音，糟了。他连忙跑进屋里寻找惠妮的踪影，却什么也找不着。“妳怎么会在这里？”

“你老婆请我进来的。”Linda点点头，其实是她自己找上门的。

“不可能，惠妮呢？”他捉住她的肩膀厉声问道。

“走了。”耸耸肩，露出无辜的脸。

“走了？什么也没说？”不可能的。

“有，一封信。”Linda把信交到他手中。

明鹏：

我离开了，我知道，我们的感情不再单纯。我和你之间慢慢出现了许多问题，也许，谈恋爱和真正踏入婚姻真的是不同。因为婚姻是一辈子的，然而，有许多的障碍我们都夸不过去。这样，我们怎么能维持一辈子呢？我可不想一辈子都这么等待你的回头，不想一辈子都在那里担心今天的你在哪里。

记得我那天说过什么吗？没有人会永远等你，意味着，我不会用我一辈子来等你的回头。错一次，我给了你一个机会、也给了自己一个机会。我给你一个让我有在爱你理由的机会，而也给我自己一个死心的机会。

你知道，当我看见你衬衫上的口红印子时，心事多不安的吗？然后再看见你眼里闪过的那一抹心虚，我，听见了刺耳的心碎一地的声音。而今天的结局大家都没错，只是我们都没做好准备来面对婚姻。Linda也没错，因为她只为了维护她的爱情。

不用再去梦瑶哪里找我了，我不会去找梦瑶，也不会再待在这个伤心地。我想向你说声谢谢，因为你给了我一段美好的恋爱、一段幸福却短暂的婚姻回忆、和一个美好的生命，一个宝宝。谢谢你让我成长，让我看清许多事情，并不是相爱就能解决的事情。和你在一起的这段时间，会是我人生中最美好的时光，而我也不会忘了我们曾经的美好回忆。

请容许我最后一次唤你老公，再见了，老公，我爱你。

请珍惜身边的人，不要再失去后再来后悔。

不要轻易向女朋友求婚，除非你一做了一切准备能跨过未来的一切障碍。

Another day in 虎门.

2010-06-04T02:13:00.000-07:00

Lunch with dad's friend..
And this is the first time daddy brought me to meet up his friend oversea.
Get into hotel restaurant for our lunch.
Had Dim sum tat day.

The best egg tart i've tried ever.
"egg tart with bird nest" hahhah

After lunch,
it's time to be serious again.
Went to check out their factory & to know more about their company.
Sat in the meeting room for a few hours with my dad and a few manufacturer.
talk about product problem & etc.. *bored business talk*
and then...
the manager brought us around,
to understand how's the work going on.

talk talk talk......

Finally the boring moment is over
_______________________________

Dinner @

绿首阁西餐厅

The steakhouse just around the hotel area.
Didn't try western food in China before.
So i requested this time!!
The result was out of my expectation.
I thought it would be like "ok ok lah.."
but ended up it was like " 哇！我诂吾到都几好食个喔！！"

There's a lot i wanted to order,
but no one gonna share with me.
cuz daddy doesn't eat beef, lamp or oyster & spicy food.
So, too bad.
I can only take picture from the menu.

Im the one having beef steak with Uncle John.

The dessert.
can u see the small little house in the picture.
They providing,
but still same,
no one gonna share with me,
couldn't finish that such,
so, only photo to share.

Here's the environment,

can see the hotel we staying,
just in front.

Funny Uncle John & the Taekwondo teacher Ms.Lim.
埋搞搞震，黑带三段啊！

Uncle John likes to fool around.

搞搞震, 整诂人。

At first,
Uncle John asked a lot question about wine, and fool around with the waitress,
we thought he's just joking.....

but end up he really want it!!

Food delivered.
Seafood soup in coconut?
but it taste like tom yam.

Ms Lim's dori fish,

Dad's Pork Chop.

My beef steak.

Uncle John's beef steak.

Just a short update
Im so lazy to blog,
menstrual cramp just ruined my day >.<

Theres still pictures in my lappie,
will upload it when im free..
To all my friends, have a nice day!
Toodles!! =]

Photo Boothing~

2010-05-19T21:25:00.000-07:00

Collected some photo from the photo booth,
edited some of them while waiting for my lunch..

Used to camwhore with the lil sis.
She's not at home..
So yeah....
did it alone..

Owh..
can see grandma sitting there..

That's all..
Have to go out in another 15 mins..

Toodle-oo!!

HK - Guang Zhou trip.

2010-05-18T03:28:00.000-07:00

A late post..
Got not much time to update about that trip in this few weeks..
So...
it's a Secret Mission trip for me.
Tiring trip, I walk almost everyday.
Walk almost 8 hours non stop for the first 3 days..
What we did there everyday is just walk & eat.
Of cause i get to shop for myself too,
but just a few hours in the last day.
Nothing to complain,
go with daddy can eat a lot as i wish..^^

Here's pictures..
Let the pictures do some talking..

Say Hi to Hong Kong.

Taking cap to the MTR centre.
Check out what's written on the taxi!!

Dinner in the MTR ccentre.

Get MTR to Guang Zhou.

Ms Lim start taking pictures...
Having fun around in the MTR,
everyone was like looking at us,
camwhor-ing..

Reach Guang Zhou,
the first thing to do is to check out the hotel we going to stay for 4 days.
Luckily its OK there..
Im not sure the hotel name,
but it's something sounds like this-东方景和酒店.
Is like new building,
everything still new, their furniture and decor,
Good service & cheap rate, breakfast included too.

Check in & rest..

Super big bed..
it's 2 pieces of queen size bed.
and desktop in the room.

I think smoker will like this hotel,
almost all the places are smoking area,
they even provide ashtray in the toilet.

This is the building outlook.

Left all our bags in the room,
and went to foot massage.
I wondering why their uniform have to be like this..? >.<>

____________________________

The second day.
Followed daddy to the exhibition.
China exhibition are "HUGE? LARGE? effin HUGE & LARGE!!"

I bet i'd walk like 1.5km to only go into the exhibition. >.<

McD for lunch.

Tried something that M'sia doesn't have.

you know what..
their set are huge!
one single set including burger, fries, nugget,yum pie & soft drink!

Tried china satay just in front the shopping mall..

________________________________

Our dinner at 虎门.

Dad's driver booked K room in the hotel for us.
Midnight activity!

It's a bit waste i think,
such a big room only for 4 of us..lol
but so comfortable to have our own privacy place to drink!!

The 妈咪 came in to serve..
but no business for her..

It's not that privacy actually..
there's waiter and waitress inside serve you..
but i think they're more like "JAM zhao yum"..

Like a vase..

a fruit vase..!

Ms Lim and Uncle John got high, dancing on the sofa.
Dad looks boring, cuz hes only drink milk that night..lol

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Exhibition again the next day..
Same, we walk from 10am to 5pm.
Nice & special building outlook,
If u got the front view,
it's like a fish shape..

"people mountain people sea"
everywhere 人山人海！！

Furniture that dad wanted to use them to decor our house!!
not all,
but some of them..
i like all those designss!!
I wanted it all..
but so expensive..

This looks cacat for me..
is like 头顶开花 >.<>

It's tea time.
And it's also the day i sprained my ankle..

I miss this!
keep on eating this there,
I wouldn't feel bored to this.
双皮奶.

Beef noodle & Dumpling noodle, anyone?

The driver gave us suggestion,
evening activity.
Uncle John was so interested!
I don't understand why..
nothing fun at all.
sitting in the cruise for almost 1 hour,
only to see those view...
Yea, nice view, but without boyfriend there, nothing fun already.
No one to cuddle. lol!!

There's also buffet on the cruise.
Not much customer,
the whole cruise so empty..

It's raining out there,
and all these are the view..

This is the second floor..

It's time to eat again.
Kentucky Fried Chicken for supper.

They doesn't have fried chicken much,
but they making burger as their main choices.
the fried chicken just like our finger food..
but the "Yao Zhar Guai" （油条） very nice,
it's with icing sugar topped.

See...why their KFC got shrimp burger, got soya milk and yao zhar guai but we don't have wan??
Owh...
and i took a lot of food pictures in my blog,
i bet it's bored.
but that's what i like to do when im traveling.

To be continue..
Toodle-oo

My life!

2010-05-09T04:39:00.000-07:00

不知道为什么听回几年前存起来的歌，就突然有这感觉，
突然回想我人生里的所有回忆，
有好多不同的感觉，
有开心的，有伤心的，
以前的我会一直认为人生就是痛苦的，
可是现在发现一切只是一念之差，
就回想4年前吧，
当时还在读着高中，
在我眼里什么都很简单，
买东西也不太会考虑价钱和实用性，
可现在不同了，
眼见进入社会的入口越来越靠近了，
很多事情都有不同的眼光看待了，
身边的人，也不知道是他们没伪装，还是我长大了？看穿了？很不小心的就看见了社会人士现实的一面，和我小时候眼前所见的叔叔阿姨都不同了，每个人都会因为自己的利益而争夺。
4年间的变化好大，
伤心过也让我成长更多，了解更多。
开心的如今也变成回忆了，
以前都一直希望每天可以无所事事就会很快乐，
可是现在反而希望能够担当点什么，至少不会闲着象废人那样，
近年来都开始和家人沟通多了，
也开始看出家人对我的肯定，
至少我已经不是以前那小孩，当然偶尔还会粗心大意，
转了新的学院读书，比之间忙多了，可是却比之前开心，
或许选对了我喜欢的科目吧。
而男朋友呢，
一切都顺利，
是他教会了我很多，
偶尔看见他的缺点也顺道提醒了自己不要从犯，哈！
不开心的过去了，现在的我会珍惜！
不管有什么不开心的，能忍则忍，不能忍的拿出来吵了就想办法协调。
朋友呢？
或许我需要再花多点时间相处，
都因为不会分配时间，总觉得很忙很忙，
要不就大家的时间都相反，她在忙，我就很闲，
要不就大家都在忙。

想到学业，想到知识和未来，
是时候给自己设下人生目标了！

I think God gave me everything i wanted!
I just LOVE MY LIFE so much!!

Mail box!

2010-04-16T04:13:00.000-07:00

This is what i saw in my mail box,
one of my friend sent me this,
i think i should share it here.
I dont know why this post couldn't show up even i tried to change the colour.
but you guys can try to highlight it then you should see the words. =]

下輩子，無論愛與不愛，都不會再見

港電臺知名主持人梁繼璋曾給兒子寫過一封信,

這封信很快流傳於各大網站,很多父親看後感觸很深，

我覺得不只給兒子, 其實適合所有人看！

下輩子，無論愛與不愛，都不會再見 ----送給兒子的備忘錄

我兒:

寫這備忘錄給你，基於三個原則：

(一）人生福禍無常，誰也不知可以活多久，有些事情還是早一點說好。

(二）我是你的父親，我不跟你說，沒有人會跟你說。

(三）這備忘錄裏記載的，都是我經過慘痛失敗得回來的體驗，

可以為你的成長省回不少冤枉路。

以下，便是你在人生中要好好記住的事：

（一）對你不好的人，你不要太介懷，在你一生中，

沒有人有義務要對你好，除了我和你媽媽。

至於那些對你好的人，你除了要珍惜、感恩外，

也請多防備一點，因為，每個人做每件事，

總有一個原因，他對你好，未必真的是因為喜歡你，

請你必須搞清楚，而不必太快將對方看作真朋友。

（二）沒有人是不可代替，沒有東西是必須擁有。

看透了這一點，將來你身邊的人不再要你，

或許失去了世間上最愛的一切時，也應該明白，

這並不是什麼大不了的事。

（三）生命是短暫的，今日你還在浪費著生命，

明日會發覺生命已遠離你了。因此，愈早珍惜生命，

你享受生命的日子也愈多，與其盼望長壽，倒不如早點享受。

（四）世界上並沒有最愛這回事，愛情只是一種霎時的感覺，

而這感覺絕對會隨時日、心境而改變。

如果你的所謂最愛離開你，請耐心地等候一下，

讓時日慢慢沖洗，讓心靈慢慢沉澱，你的苦就會慢慢淡化。

不要過分憧憬愛情的美，不要過分誇大失戀的悲。

（五）雖然很多有成就的人士都沒有受過很多教育，

但並不等於不用功讀書，就一定可以成功。

你學到的知識，就是你擁有的武器。人，可以白手興家，

但不可以手無寸鐵，謹記！

（六）我不會要求你供養我下半輩子，同樣地我也不會

供養你的下半輩子，當你長大到可以獨立的時候，

我的責任已經完結。以後，你要坐巴士還是Benz（賓士），

吃魚翅還是粉絲，都要自己負責。

（七）你可以要求自己守信，但不能要求別人守信，

你可以要求自己對人好，但不能期待人家對你好。

你怎樣對人，並不代表人家就會怎樣對你，

如果看不透這一點，你只會徒添不必要的煩惱。

（八）我買了十多二十年六合彩，還是一窮二白，

連三獎也沒有中，這證明人要發達，

還是要努力工作才可以，世界上並沒有免費午餐。

（九）親人只有一次的緣分，無論這輩子我和你

會相處多久，也請好好珍惜共聚的時光，

下輩子，無論愛與不愛，都不會再見。

Company image still there?

2010-04-12T05:33:00.000-07:00

The company annual dinner just happen on last Saturday night.
And yeah, It's just turn out like how i expected.
Not gonna talk too much detail about what this "Development marketing manager" planned and did for the whole event,
but according to the feedback from those customers gave, the answer was
"no changes is good changes".
This is worst i think,
when u get pay for like RM5k a month you should do something that at least show your potential, or at least let the company know it's worth to hire you here,
but not disappointing everyone, even trying to blame on others when there's mistakes happen and you couldn't handle it nicely. NO no..not nicely, you didn't even know it until the meeting ends. And you still request for a "assistant"? Now you got it. Your assistant which i don't know where this fat fellow came from, had already help to ruin this annual dinner.
Now you ask for a laptop? you said the laptop you're using now is not good enough? why not you try to make the company earn more then only you ask for more?

Wao wao...kk.. im too far away..
Back to the topic,
Cadware Annual Dinner.
Venue: Syuen Hotel, Perak.
Dress code: Casual/ Formal.

This is the day before the meeting.
We went to check out the meeting room,
Let the pictures do the talking.

The lil sis was having fun with me joking around.. ^^

The 2 bosses's wife came to check out the meeting room as well..

The bf helped out that night.

The second day morning..

Start prepare since early morning with mummy & the sister.
Since mummy going to pay for the hair do, i choose to do treatment there. =]
I enjoyed it.
After doll up ourself, it's time to camwhore a bit.

Messy room i knew.. Ignore the bed..

Picture from here onwards was our late-lunch,
Me and lil sis & bro snake out half way while the meeting going on.
No food in the meeting room this year,
so what to do,
go down and eat lor...

After lunch, it's time to check out what my dear doing there.
We went out for some fresh air.

The bf is on the stage!!
my darling quite leng chai wan lo..^^

李燕萍 this singer name, if im not mistaken.

The meeting ended..
took picture with my grandma,

and last,
took picture with the bf.
there's still some picture with the photographer.
Not gonna get it so soon i think.

That's all for this post!
Toodles!!

Birthday celebration for the lil Lydia.

2010-04-12T05:31:00.000-07:00

It's the lil sis birthday celebration!
Happy Belated Birthday to you Lydia Lau =]

And hope the present suit you,

and i guess you like it?

If you like it *action speaks louder than words*

wear it often!! haha

The celebration invited a lot of her lil friends along,
not gonna post much about her friends here..

Oh ya..
and this, random picsie of my baby =]

Another day of her celebration at Subang with the family.

Nothing much special about the celebration with the family.

Just some pics to update on my blog.

There's still some other pics coming up soon.. =]

That's all for this post.. =]

Ciao ^^

Girls.

2010-03-30T09:01:00.002-07:00

Just saw this from my babe's blog, which i think it's real touching.
i don't know why i felt touch, maybe it voice out what girl's mean..

This is what she post:

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。请你张开你的耳朵，也请你打开你的心，去听她心里真正的呼唤，而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越传，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。

请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉..

Random update!

2010-03-22T23:09:00.000-07:00

What am i doing recently?

Didn't get free time to layan my blog d..

having final exam this week,

another 2 days to go, and friday gonna have my final project presentation in college.

This semester pass like so so fast for me,

maybe it's a lot of work to do like assignments, quiz-ss, examss come together,

don't know which one to focus on,

but other Raffles student used to survive in this kind of environment i think.

Being busy everyday,

arranging my time like after class,

what time to have lunch with the bf,

start doing research for my assignments,

fetch my lil brother and sister to the tuition centre,

then be home and rest for a while,

then have to fetch the lil bro & sis back home from the tuition centre,

wait for the boyfriend to have dinner with daddy mummy,

after that maybe another dinner/supper with the boyfriend's parents again,

after dinner/supper go home and continue assign, if there's no assign

gonna stick my ass at the boyfriend's house and gossip about his career, my college life, my dream, and the company.

Some time was my house having vodka & chat for the whole night or watch movie.

Back to the topic,

What i've doing in this week,

study, study and... study

i hold the book in my hand but doesn't mean i understand.. =.=

so usually the book stay on my hand for like 4 hours, i only get to concentrate for like 1 hour. haha

another 3 hours was like dreaming..

Ohya...after tomorrow and thursday exam, there's a final project have to hand up.

I haven start doing it at all,

the lecturer asked me to change my design,

but i don't think i got extra time to do it and

i think the work i did its already the best idea of mine. *i'm trying hard d*

So i not gonna bother and just use it.

##Anyone know where can i get a cheaper price Arcrylic colour?

I don't feel like spending so much only for the f***king final project.

*Lecturer suggested the brand i can't remember what's the name already, what i only remember is the price, one colour for RM20*

Then imagine if i get like 6 colour it will cost like RM12o d. *not worth not worth..

What am i going to do after this exam?

Gonna have a week of holiday,

Here's my

To do list:-

1. get myself a relaxing place,don't have to go too far,

just a quiet and beatiful place with some liquor, that's enough already.

2. Have my own sweet time with the boyfriend,

go somewhere else pak tor.

Not gonna try picnic, its a lot to prepare..>.<

Maybe Desa park city,

just like how we walk beside the lake and chat for few hours,

can diet & exercise some more.

3. Lastly, it's Parteyy....

Like what i set for myself, "Work 80% hard, Party 200% hard!"

(work 80% hard it's because i don't use to work hard in homework/assign, so i gonna set myself have to be hardworking 80%, that's so alot for me already)hah ha..

So yeah...

Just wait for the holiday!!

Kay! That's all..

Gonna start my revivion now..

Ciao!!

Relaxing "Late- lunch" with the sister.

2010-03-04T02:40:00.000-08:00

Actually the whole pictures of this post already terbalik..
this is the last pic and the last one was the first pic..
I got no mood to rearrange all over again..
So..hah..
just let it be like this.. >.<

It's a Arabian cafe in East Lake condo.
Me and the sis went there to have our "lunch+hi tea".
Just finish my mid-term exam,
gonna get my own sweet time somewhere private and relaxing..^^
Before that i thought i could access to the internet but end up i couldn't make it,
so
Cam-whored for the whole 2 hours there..
The sis busy in her story books after meal.

Im gonna punch you if you continue reading...

Fine!! she dont care me at all..

I miss the bf already...

hah ha..
mood swing, changed face..

Trying to do the motion pictures, but FAIL..

Dumb dumb faces..

fish eye.

Had chicken & beef kebab there,
but they called it sandwhich i don't know why..
But it's really nice!!

The place that i think quite comfortable there.
We have our own private place,
people out there couldn't see urs but only we can see them from this angle,
i mean the place we choose.

Nothing much to say,
i don't know what should i post already,
that's why just simply get some pics & upload it.
My blog is dead now.>.<

Will try to upload more if i got any special activities out there.
Ciao!!

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentines!

2010-02-14T02:48:00.000-08:00

Everything come together this year,
assignment comes at holiday,
Valentines met the Chinese New Year, 年初一somemore!
Before this i was struggling what to do,
i got family and the lovely boyfriend,
was thinking wouldn't got any chances to celebrate this Valentines with my dar already.
That's why not going to think and not gonna waste time to plan.
So just follow my parents go back to my hometown, Perak.
So today,
not bad result of angpau amount!

other that it was Valentines.
So i miss my boyfriend so much last night,
but know there's nothing i can do when he also need to accompany his parent in the Chinese New Year.

So as usual CNY,
Today morning,
when i woke up late,
and everyone rushing wanted to go out already,
I still in the toilet brushing my teeth.
Then,
Someone knocked on my toilet door,
and i said "Wait!" to him,
which i think it was my little cousin playing with the door.
Then still he's knocking NON-STOP.
So i was like so irritated by that knocking sound, cause im in hurry,
i opened the door and i saw MK WONG!
!!My boyfriend!!
But i stunned for a few second then i closed the door again, continue brushing my teeth.

What was in my mind at the moment,
i keep on repeating asking myself do i skip any message last night that he tell me going to come,
but no, he didnt say a word about coming at the Valentines,
What i remember is only he told me he'll give me a hug as apology
because he couldn't make it in Valentines.

*i don't need luxury dessert in this Valentines,
what i need is only you beside me!*

The boy was so sweet,
i didn't expect that he'll come from KL to Perak earlier only for the Valentines *FOR ME!
*smile smile smile so sweet*
Thanks my dear,
I know that you didn't sleep much yesterday night,
because you reach here so so so early,
only to give me surprise,
guess that you drove here very very midnight,
It's not that i got no reaction while im brushing teeth and see you,
is that i don't know what to react in such a rushing mode
but
i stunned in a happiness mode for sure.
Thank you baby!
This already a big surprise of valentines present.
Every time i look at you, i'll fall all over again for you,
i love you so so so so so muccchie!!!!
Let's have our own sweet time tonight,
go somewhere comfortable and enjoy the Valentines in Perak!
Muackxx!!
*Valentines kiss for my darl*